HEY YOU WANNA START ANEW?THEN WAT ABOUT ME?DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?
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kini ku telah jatuh cinta padamu
suaramu yg merdu membuat aku rindu
alangkah sedih dan kecewanya aku
bila engkau mempermainkn cintaku
kerana kecewa hidupku merana
pabila ku tahu kau sudah berpunya
kau membuatku percayakan mu
sehingga aku ditipu
ku ditinggalkan setalah dilukai
kau membuatku tak mahu bercinta lagi
mengapa sayang kau buat ku begini
terluka hati ini pabila sebenarnya
cintaku dikhianati
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well yar just now i know the truth already.....
a sad story indeed, call her never pick up at first then yar after awhile
she pick up,
WE ARGURE WE FIGHT WE SHOUT WE SO FUCKED UP SO CONFUSED

well yar just wait for the answer....
i can't just forget about her and move on...
I'M WILLING TO WAIT FOR HER........
NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES......
I CAN'T JUST FORGET HER......

well i did try to understand more about you and yar i know u don't understand about me, hey gimme time.. i mean the right time.. can't be patient and wait? must you take matters to your own hand??? i sure that you can change and i bet on it, come on the things you do really hurt me, but i'm ready to FORGIVE you to what you have done..... only god know how i feel right now, haizzzz...... why? please anyone out there, why is this happening for the second time?? i really can't move on.... like i say to you before you are the part and a piece of my puzzle.....

Seems that dejavu is back again...
don't confused, coz i had the damn same exprience that happen to me months ago....
shit!!~~~~
some of you may think that she is at fault, but hey don't blame her but the BLAME IS ON ME seriouly~!!

MOOD:Hurt,depress,confused,fucked up and lost
HEY~i did cry when write this fucking thing~!!
fucked up!!~